![]() ![]() im a pretty stable person and i understand he is unwell but i know this guy and me had a connection we always did he tried ti act as if we were friends but it hurt way ti much. he left and i cried my eyes out for many nights after my son would go ti bedĢ weeks later i saw him walking down the road with the girl he was datinng at the beginning of the story. ![]() And had strong feelings towards me but he can't do mushy and he cares about mw too much. That he was in a manic episode andnever meant what he said. He was amazing again and i made a move on him and rejected me and i fekt treated like a piece of meat he told me he owed me an apology. ![]() He called in again and i was so happy to see him at my door We spent 1 month of being si madly in love and then nothing. He acted cold again and said he needs to work on himself. I love you ajd ill wait for you because i want this My sons father wasnt really around and this guy was so great at making me feel like he and i had something special I explained i was willing to learn about his illness but he wasnt up for that And act like all the things he said never happened it killed me as i was madly in love and he acted so cold and distant and arrogant. i felt the whole time like everything was my fault. he told me he loved meīut said he couldn't do intamacy or mushy. Time passed and he professed his feelings for me and spoke of us having a future and he was amazing with my son. I ended up telling him how i felt and i was si certain he felt the same but no im not ready for dating we were both in recovery and clicked on this too he seemed so different and stable. The unconditional love i felt fir this guy was so over whelming. We always clicked and he came back into my life when i was 28 and had a 4 year old we were just friends but he seemed stable and we had so many laughs together. Due to his undiagnosed mental illness if schizo effective disorder it has bipolar mood symptoms. I always saw parts of this guy that he couldn't see even when he was acting in really poor ways ans being extremely selfish. I knew this guy since i was 12 ans we both just thought the other was the prettiest thing we had ever seen we grew up together and at 16 he became unwell Hey im happy to be here and feel way less alone (is that a sentence) ![]()
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